Going to break NC

[xenakis]

I think I am going to break NC today. I don't feel comfortable when there is ambiguity between us. I was suppose to call her to meet up and I didn't because I don't feel I could see her since I still have very strong feelings.

 

She tried to contact me twice since NC and I really responded. I know it is over now and that she wouldn't come back to me. I just feel it.

 

I want to call her to finish things off properly. Just to tell her I can't remain friends and wish her luck and that I will remove her from MSN etc...

 

I don't want to just not tell her.

 

What do you people think?

[Echo]

Is this just closure for yourself or are you looking for a reaction?

If you KNOW it's over, then why are you contacting her? If you can do this

and feel better about it, and NOT feeel like you took a step backward..then do it. Otherwise....don't bother.

[HajiMaji]

No matter what you do you will be hurting.

 

But no matter what you do you will heal. Go see her if you think it might help. Dont see her if you dont think it will.

[xenakis]

No, I don't expect a reaction. I just want to be respectful and not have ambiguity. I don't like that.

 

Yes, I want closure.

[heloladies21]

You're doing this for YOU. Do what you gotta do.

[Stari]

I think one is not dependent on meeting the ex to find closure.

[xenakis]

I didn't want to meet her. I just wanted to call her and clear things up because she thought we were going to be friends. But, I don't want that now. I didn't want to keep her guessing.

 

I called her, but no one answered. So, I wrote an email instead.

[xenakis]

I feel much better now that things are in the clear.