The Love I Have For You Is Old

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Old, because when I first met you,

I knew that I had met you in my dreams.

We split up several times and got back together,

And I always could feel your ghost, your invisible hugs and what you want(ed) to tell me.

You asked me if I regretted meeting you nights ago, 

Before you left in the morning.

I said no immediately, and you told me that

You don’t regret meeting me either,

That I made you the person you were today.

I know you make rash decisions

And I know you need time

I’ve seen it all before,

And surprisingly as you so wanted me to change,

I could see that you didn’t really change in that aspect too

Deep down I was changing so much,

And you couldn’t see it because I did all the work behind the scenes.

Maybe as time passes,

You’ll see that I really did change 

And it’ll get you back to your senses

Then, there’ll be you again.

The text, the call. 

I know you’re thinking of me right now,

And I know you’re on the fence about it even when

You seemed so clear about it.

I knew you for such a long time,

I can see and sense indecision in you regardless of how confident you are

And how much you deny

You told me it was difficult for you to make this choice

I wish that

You will look within