what am i/ whats wrong with me

[whiteguy]

i love everything about women especially latina women full figured omg. but the past few years i have been fantasizing about guys more and more.

 

i enjoy inserting things in my rectum i started with fingers then brush handles to electric toothbrush handles now bananas and certain types of hair spray bottles etc its a rush and fun to masturbate with them inserted.

 

i look at alot of porn and get off to all types. lez ,gay, just one girl but the tthing that intrigues me the most is mmf (bi) porn.

 

i constantly fantasize about having sex with male teachers in my old highschool.

 

i really have strong desires to perforom oral sex (and swallow) on a guy and be on the submitting end of anal sex.

 

but getting head from a guy and giving him anal sex kind of grosses me out. that should be done with women.

 

i have also swallowed me own semen a few times. i tried doing it more but it disgusts me i only want to do it till i get off then see it then get turned off

 

 

whats the deal with me

[MyNinja]

welcome to enotalone, you're not alone,

 

I suggest you take a great amount of your timt thinking about who you are and what you want out of life. Besides your sexuality, what is your interests, hobbies? These types of things tell alot about a person and i suggest take some time out to learn about the patterns of your mind. I know it sounds far fetched and intangible, but it seems like your at the stage where you're "finding yourself". Lots of people go through this stage and get confused about lots of things about their past lives, purpose in life etc. Hope this helped

[whiteguy]

i mean i see what you are saying but just talking about this arouses me i have no one to talk to liek this in real life.

 

 

honestly i would just do a mmf 3 some (male-male -female)

 

 

just to experiment then see what happeneds

 

i would never want a relationship with a guy to me thats gross i want to get married to a beautfiul women and have kids.

[spaggle]

i want a f/m/f threesome...or even a f/f/f thressome, now that wouldbe good. seriously though, it doesnt matter what sexualtiy you are, why label yourself? we all are constantly changing because we are contigent beings. also alot of guys masturbate by inserting things in there rectum because that is where the gspot on a guy is..it doesnt mean your gay, it just means you know where turns u on. fantising about male teachers from your old school, could be you looking up to them, after all they were in charge and maybe you have a feeling of wanting a boss, which is why youd prefer to receive than give. also you want to receive because you know that pleasures you (from ur masturbation tecnique). u say u like women, which means you arent gay. you could be bi, but who knows, is there any point in labeling yourself. the only way you can find out is by experimenting more either with yourself, or go and look for that threesome, see how you like it. although bearing in mind some fantasies are best not acted out, coz alot arent what they seem.

anyway just smile and be happy with whoever you are!

spaggle x

[mgirl]

It sounds like you're heterosexual but that you like anal sex. It doesn't mean it always has to be done by a guy. Girls can stimulate you anally. For example, there is no reason why a girl can not strap on a dildo and... well, you know the rest. I'm sure there are girls out there who would like that.

[whiteguy]

i really want the real thing though not some hard plastic replica and i also want to perform oral sex not have plastic in my mouth. lol. i really want it bad but i dont know any bi/gay guys

[whiteguy]

oh i forgot to mention i do not like feminine guys or people that act gay. im attracted to straight men/ guys you cant tell that they are bi

[Sanrukaru]

well your not alone in this i feel the same way you do about being the one giving oral and getting anal althou i have not tried inserting things on my rectum i do feel like i want it bad but is the same i like straight guys and girls and well im not sure if im gay or not..oh well just wanted you to know your not alone in this

[whiteguy]

oh you should try it its alot of fun and you feel like you have accomplished things

[-gemincer-]

if you run out of ideas, there's always the choice of getting into girls that have what you want...9-9

i mean.. there are hermaphrodites out there that are like.. regular women, and.. yeah. they can get pretty hot.

...only a suggestion, don't beat me. ^^;

[whiteguy]

na man keep em separate thats just gross haha

[mgirl]

I don't think being a hermaphrodite is gross.

[whiteguy]

are you one?