Pretty sure it's over

[moorefield00]

I keep holding on to the fact she might call , found out her ex was over at her house this is a goo to it seems but I'm sill in love and want to be with her unless I'm completely crazy! I forgot all bad no matter what people seem to say I can't stop wanting to go back. Last time I seen her she said she don't know why I keep coming back etc.. then I stayed the day. Think she's done because I can't stop wanting her I'm a way she wants me my way isn't very logical! I want to just normally date like I think she said at one time. I couldn't stop blowing up her phone so there's a count against me she said let me come to you. Any suggestions

[moorefield00]

I sabotaged a lot of simple things we did I was always constantly in a negative mindset so now it's like I want what I didn't live weird I hope someone understands