SugarNSpice Posted December 1, 2004 Share Posted December 1, 2004 I don't know how I let this happen to me. All I've been able to do for the past month is eat, sleep and cry. I keep telling myself that I will get over this break-up with my ex, and that one day I will start to feel better, but it's been a month and all I do is think about him. The other day, I called him and embarrassed myself by crying and telling him how I was feeling. He told me to stop being a drama queen and to pull myself together. I know he's right... Even my work is suffering... I'm trying to cut off communication with him completely, but it's very difficult for me, especially after being together for almost 3 years. He's seeing someone else already, and I know that he's already slept with her. Everytime I think about it, I feel as though there is a knife twisting in my stomach, and I know that I just can't handle knowing what's going on in his life anymore. I just don't think I'm strong enough... It makes me feel like I'm just not good enough for him... I keep thinking about all the plans and dreams I had for the two of us, and I can't even get out of bed in the morning. I just want to feel normal again, without all this pain. And one day, I would like to be friends with him again because I care so deeply for him. Is this even possible? This isn't the first time we've broken up, but in the past, there was always the possibility of reconciliation. Now, with this new woman in his life, that possibility is gone. If anyone has any advice for me on how to feel better about myself again, and how to move on with my life without feeling resentful and angry at him, I would really appreciate it. Quote Link to comment
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