not sure what to do

[whathappensnext]

ok well i've been wanting to stop. (cutting) well i will for like a couple of weeks and then i will get upset and d oit agian. I mean i get upset everyday but sometimes it just really gets to me. A couple of my friends know that i have done it but they don't know i still do cuz they haven't seen it. And noone in my family knows about it besides my cuz and she saw it once. she has no clue i've done it more. I so want to stop but i'm not sure how does any one have any advice.

[lady00]

Have you sought counselling?

[whathappensnext]

No none i don't want everyone to know they think i'm perfect.

[whathappensnext]

And i'm not sure counselling is the way to go for me. i don't think i will be able to stop but i want to try.

[unexpectedvictim57]

i don't know waht to tell you, i don't want to top dping it, so i don't really have any ideas, i don't even ned to be sad to do! i can be perfectly happy, a di'll gohome and cut my leg up....... i just need to!

[whathappensnext]

really well if you need someone to talk to i'm here.

[unexpectedvictim57]

me too!! lol

[whathappensnext]

can i ask why you don't want to stop unexpectedvictim57?