helko Posted May 24, 2010 Share Posted May 24, 2010 Hi everyone again as with all my posts I'm not sure where to put this it fits in so many places for some time I've enjoyed travelling and thought of it as a great way to meet new people. I've been around the world met tons of people and usually had a great time. I also suffer from depression and as it has become worse I've found it way more difficult to meet people generally. As a result I've worked out pretty quickly that travelling is only fun whe you have someone to share it with as I write this I'm sitting in a hostel in Mexico city. I've spent 2 days walking around this place by myself and generally being quite bored. I've introduced myself to tons of people atthis hostel and for some reason nothing is really coming of it. Meanwhile all my friends and family think I'm off on some great adventure and living it up... That couldn't be further from the truth. I have almost decided I'm done with travelling by myself, which is sad because it's something I used to enjoy. But in the meantime I have another week to kill or try to salvage something put of I think mentally I hit rock bottom last night when this german guy and his Mexican girlfriend started having sex in my room... Somethig I've never even come close to in 25 years and this dude is just whipping it out like he doesn't give a sht. I don't want to sound spoiled. As I look around this city I see millions of people who probably aren't as smart as me, don't have a high paying job like me etc... But they are happy... Which is what I want out of life more than anything else right now. Link to comment
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