Just a poem I did, really upset, probably triggering.

[sarey]

Memories flooding back,

I see you cared for a fact,

but now where are you?

Where have you gone?

You've killed yourself,

it didn't take so long,

I miss you so much,

I hope you're at peace,

at the very least,

though you took your precious life,

a life worth fighting for,

I guess the voices won,

the thoughts and feelings,

they were too strong,

everyone misses you,

I have nights where I'm endlessly crying,

and I can't keep living,

but I do keep trying,

I have days where I'm lying,

saying I'm okay,

when really,

I go onto my bed and lay,

all I think about is how to fade away,

tears escaping my eyes,

rolling down my skin,

struggling within,

how can I live if I want to die?

And so I end this poem with a deep sigh.

 

:sad:

[The One]

Hang in there sarey!!!

 

Remember there are alot of people who care about you, including all of us at ENA. Peace!!

[sarey]

Thanks... *sigh*

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

Hey thats really beautiful words! I hope things get at least a little better. As The One said lots of people care about you. Remember that!

[sarey]

thanks...

 

i guess.