Ok I'm desperate, I admit! I met a guy last week at a little festival. I didn't talked to him, but we looked in each others eyes like … for hours and the mood was amazing! I already seen him at a party before.
The thing (at least I think that's the thing) is all my relationships seem to end so quickly and I only end up hurt. So now it seems like I have a lack of trust in guys or perhaps in myself... I just can't believe anymore, that this time it might work...
The guy was totally my type and I really wanted to go talk to him, and normally it goes automatically when I like a boy, and I notices he likes me … and the rest of the picture I don't have to tell you ;-)
But then there's also the part, why didn't he come to me? And the worst part of all I probably won't see him again in the first six months so I won't be able to undo my mistake. We study in the same city so I've seen him in the beginning of the school year, I'll probably see him back, but when … And how can it be, that someone can turn you so crazy by only looking into my eyes!
I now have to study for examines and the only think I can seem to think about is him! But can't do anything to undo my mistake and I can't do anything to forget it and forgive myself.
And yeah I already admitted I was desperate didn't I?
