brokendoll

Awwww you sound exactly like me lol. We gotta stop doing this. And our situation sounds similar where they actually reply back. And that gives us hope. Also I sent him an "I will always love you" song by WhitNey Houston. So we r in a similar boat, think we have similar personalities. But I think we should go on a long NC now. Whatever it is Atleast make them think. I almost wished him this morning because he messaged me "hey" yesterday. And i have ok idea that means lol. I was almost getting over. Now on day 3. Ahh The thing is when we try to message them we are thinking of the good things and ignoring everything we were unhappy about. If I think of those things I don't think I'd want to be with him forever anyways.

Awwww you sound exactly like me lol. We gotta stop doing this. And our situation sounds similar where they actually reply back. And that gives us hope. Also I sent him an "I will always love you" song by WhitNey Houston. So we r in a similar boat, think we have similar personalities. But I think we should go on a long NC now. Whatever it is Atleast make them think. I almost wished him this morning because he messaged me "hey" yesterday. And i have ok idea that means lol. I was almost getting over. Now on day 3. Ahh The thing is when we try to message them we are thinking of the good things and ignoring everything we were unhappy about. If I think of those things I don't think I'd want to be with him forever anyways.

broke my NC saying Goodmorning out of habit. and this time I got an instantaneous reply "morning babe". Usually takes him way longer. And nothing else the rest of the day. Going back to NC. please kill me someone , NOW. My heart is already dead.

Day 1 is done he messaged " baby" 4 am in the morning. I don't know what that means. The situation is we weren't bf gf. We hooked up 3 times on three weekends. Then I developed feelings for him and he doesn't have feelings. So I'm trying to do NC. He knows about this. And it's very complicated. We were long distance for 3 months before that but once we hooked up I just felt like a fwb. I just messed up by giving in so quickly I think. Anyways I've learnt my lesson a very painful way.

O M G Its like this thread was made for me. I just finished contacting him like 2 hrs ago. So here we go. Start day 1... yeah these are going to be longgggggggggggggggggest days of my life