Hello I'm on day 9 of NC, if I'm honest it's killing me. He broke up with me saying I don't see a future with us, we get on really well and things are OK but. .. I won't go into it. Then after 2wks I did the move in let's make a go blah blah. . (We had been together for 8yrs broke up for 18mths then got back together for just over a year). I had heard within those 2wks that he was in contact with someone else he said he doesn't know what's going to happen with her they hadn't been out but he still texting her or whatever.
Anyway day 1 - 6 was good day, bad day.. the past 3 days have been bad I wake up ok strong, then add the day goes on everything reminds me of him and us together. Tears, anger tears. Wondering if he's thinking of me, missing me etc. . I want him back and I feel stupid for it.
