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Day 20. I want to text to see how she is after the depression revelation but I fear that may make whatever anxiety she has worse. Especially if she's getting on with things. So continuing with NC for now...

It's a tricky one as two weeks before that she stated she was cutting ties and we weren't to talk (deleted and blocked me on Facebook and Twitter). That was February 10th. On the 24th she texted and the conversation segued into her telling me she has chronic depression and will be going on medication. I told her my feelings towards her hadn't changed but that the next few texts would be from a platonic standpoint - didn't want to be accused of pressuring. I then said she was a great person, etc. and she said hopefully the medication will help. I wished her well and told her to really believe the things I had written. I got no reply so I left it. I don't know if it's right or wrong to contact but I'd absolutely text back if she contacts me.

Today is day 17. The full story is in a couple of threads I started but she stated we were cutting ties in early February (but can still text important stuff if we need to). She then texted a couple of weeks ago to get me to delete a tweet as it increased her anxiety...and then revealed she is suffering from chronic depression. It's tough not to text as I really do care about her...so I'm telling you guys instead!