BB2412

Day 5..... Misery is still there. I miss my ex dearly.. I finally mustered enough to get up & do something with my hair. Reached out to a long time Christian friend of mine in confidence. She is married and a new mom of abt 3,4 months. I even sang at her wedding. Her relationship always looks so amazing. I can truly say these 2 love each other in a way most only hope to.. But she shared with me that she and her husband had broken up TWICE before! Hes quiet and closes up like my ex, shes outspoken & vocal like me.. She said he cheated early on, said he wanted a break, etc.. she thought her world was OVER then! Shd shared a few things with me and gave me hope that in my situation it may not be over and men like mine need space. She prayed with me as well. I wish he could hear all this but i know he cant. I pray God bring us back together stronger & wiser

Hi there. Today is my first day on this forum. I posted my breakup story not too long ago. Beautiful relationship but i put my foot in my mouth a few times after he would go silent during hard times. There would be no heads up and i would go from worried to upset by the end of the wk with no communication. I said too much via text (no cursing or threats) and he sent a long breakup email. I am SO apologetic & really do see my errors here. I made foolish mistakes & wanna make things right and go fwd.. Im on day 3 of no contact but broke today and sent an email at the prompting of his cousin. Im shook, i cant eat much and havent left home in 4 days.. I humbly ask for encouragement with the NC. Thx for reading everyone. Have a blessed day