brown shoes

Broke up after six months together, I did the usual pleading, letters etc and then occasionally bugged her with texts, this lasted about four months. By the sixth month of being apart I'd decided it was hopeless and that if I wanted her in my life I'd just have to accept her as a friend. The very next day after becoming reconciled with this idea I bumped into her, was unintentionally nonchalant [due to having decided it was hopeless I guess] and that very night she called me at 2am and came over to make up. Living proof that just when you really let go, they sense it and come back. We were then together for another 18 months but have recently broken up again. And so now I'm here, devouring more varied, conflicting, hopeful, hopeless information than my overactive brain can handle.