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  1. Tomuch2hope
    Still in like Flynn.. don't know how many days now, but its not long as I broke NC a little while ago.
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    Hanging in there.................... by my finger tips.
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    Day 3 of NC part 2..
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    End of day 1. I'm so mad with myself for following the advice of a well intentioned friend and making contact. Its not that the ex didn't reply, I wasn't expecting her too. But because I had 'showed' my hand too early. Spent all day today thinking that she was thinking, 'why can't he just leave me alone' or 'why can't he take the hint'. This is the first time in weeks that she has been on my mind...
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    Have to fess up to making contact.... :sorrow: All the way back to day 0... on the up side, day 1 starts tomorrow
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    Surprized to see me still hanging in, despite my posting lately. Going to hang on in there until I have all my crap sorted....
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    How I made it through yesterday without breaking NC is anyones guess........
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    I'm sure there is already lots written about this on here, but whats the dumpers view on NC...............
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    Day 30 Day 30???? How the hell am I still hanging on without calling her I don't know. Maybe I'm stronger than I thought! Seen a few of her extended family... Waved 'hello' to them and the returned the greeting. The thing is, I'm not sure they would have if I hadn't first... Missing her is one thing, but been treated like an outcast by people I've know for more then 10yrs is a bit much. Why do I feel like they think I'm somehow gulty of something awful
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    Day 23....... Still so confused about the whole thing. If only she had told me she was unhappy with what was happening in the relationship before it got to the stage where she dicided to dump me. We were very happy for ages. Sometimes, I feel so angry because one of the issues she stated as a cause was not living together (we had to move back to our parents, long story - work related crap). Now I've got a better job, moved out and still feel very let down by her actions and my lack of action. I miss her so much and I am so depressed. The last time we spoke, I had called up to her house without notice and it didn't go to well for me. While she remained impassive and stony faced, I was a nervious wreak and made all the wrong moves. I had a big exam a few days after seeing her. She knew about it, and I really hoped I would get a 'good luck' or 'I hope you do well' message from her. Even if it was only out of goodwill.............. but nothing. Also, there is a big social event in the coming days. On one of the last times we spoke, we agreed to go together. Should I break NC and ask???? or just leave it??? She claims our break up was directly due to not living together and not seeing enough of each other as a couple. DAMM I HATE THIS LIFE!!!!
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    Day 9.... yohoo
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    Nearly cracked today. Apparently she recieved a delievery of flowers in work today. I found out when I got a text from her saying 'thanks for the flowers, there are lovely' But I didn't send any......... I'm thinking about leaving it a few days and sending a short, cool reply saying I didn't sent them.
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    Damm, just I had seen this before. About 3mths before. Im going to take up the NC challenge, but have to admit to already contacting my ex 3 or 4 times and breaking all the post break up rules in the first week or two, but I have had no contact since. Im also not too proud to admit these misakes made me look very weak, needy and Dispite this and because of the cirumstances surrounding our break up I still hold out a little hope we can get back together. Hang in there folks, we`ll either get them back or find someone better
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