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  1. SelinaSmile
    Well I guess I broke NC. I didn't contact him directly, but I stalked his public FB page and his LinkedIn page. It is hard for me to believe he is as cruel as he... is. I simply don't understand. I can't fathom. I can't wrap my head around it. I feel like crap because of course I saw the pic of him and his new gf on her profile pic in his friends list. It is as if I WANT to be unhappy. That I WANT to be depressed. As soon as I start feeling better, I just twist the knife...
  2. SelinaSmile
    Well I wasn't around at the 3 day mark last night. I went out with a new friend last night, a man. Ended up talking about you at the end. Here I was thinking that your total ignoring of me was a plan to make this breakup permanent... and he informs me that this is a common tactic of shifty men. Setting me up for when you do contact me again. Although I don't want to believe this of you, I know how manipulative you are. I pray to whoever is listening to my prayers that I am able to ignore you or if I am not able to, to tell you to eff off. Because I know you will get tired of this new girl, or she'll get tired of you. And since I'm the Fallback Girl you'll call me so you have someone to sleep with until you find the next girl. Well I don't want to be The Fallback Girl. I deserve better than that. I deserve to be loved, cherished, honored and respected. I feel sorry for you, that you'll never really feel love.
  3. SelinaSmile
    Good for you! I can't wait til I have that attitude all the time
  4. SelinaSmile
    I hear ya Mine has moved on too. I miss feeling special too.
  5. SelinaSmile
    BU 31 July He hasn't spoken to me since (he didn't even break up with me, just cut me off) Together: 5.5 years I estalked him almost every day since til I took this pledge Cried a couple times today. More over how he broke up than that he's gone. I still cannot fathom how you could do that to someone you professed to love.
  6. SelinaSmile
    @OhSunny. Well you are in this forum and it would seem you want to get back together with him. Unfortunately, I do not know 'your story', but from my own personal experience (many breakups) we NEVER addressed why we broke up. Just kept hitting the reset button you know? And what is the definition of insanity? I think you should ask him what you just asked us.
  7. SelinaSmile
    1 Day BU: 31 July NC: 21 Sept How do I feel? I felt like crap earlier in the day and at some point I was crying and just saying 'please come back to me, I miss you so much'. I am doing better this evening though
  8. SelinaSmile
    BU 31 July Haven't talked to him since that day (he didn't break up with me, he cut me off) Have 'estalked' him almost every day since. Feeling: Hopeless and Delusional - Because we have gotten back together so many times, I believe we will again this time as well, even though he's never ever broken up with me this way
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