Day 58 complete NC. I never answered her e-mail for my b-day and asking me if I wanted her to stop messaging me.
It'd be easy for me to just IM her, but I'm not going to. I miss her more than ever. She's going through a lot of changes in her life and I hope she's doing good.
I'm ok but far from being myself again. Trying to quit smoking but loosing sleep at the same time.