Anamarie

Tomorrow is day one. I've tried this so many times before, and I don't want to fail this time. I text messaged him like a psycho, and he ignored me. He was my first boyfriend at 14, and he was a piece of work then, too. I thought since we're in our 30's now maybe he changed. Nope. I feel so stupid, because I was stronger at 15 than I am now! I remember thinking that I will never let him hurt me again no matter how much I love him. I really need to do this.