WinterGreen

Last time I saw her: 30 Days BU: 28 Days NC: 28 Days I've been doing ok. I get bummed out at times. It was a short relationship, 3.5 months, but those always seem to get me more - alas failed potential. I thought we had a great romantic friendship budding. We had everything in common, the same ideals, passions, desires. She was shy and had some anxieties, but in the time that I knew her, I saw someone who was genuine, beautiful, kind, warm...and ohmygod...so funny. We had each other in tears laughing and making up zany conversations. I kissed her for the first time on our first date, it lasted 10 mins. We'd make out for hours at times, until our lips became chapped. She loved to fall asleep in my arms. It was great. While it lasted. Tonight I've been reflective. 30 days ago was the last time we saw each other. At this moment, on that night we were together in bed, cuddling and enjoying a movie. 2 days later she broke up with me saying she didn't think it was working any more. I didn't plead, beg, or try to win her over. I simply said that I think we could work this out, that it's still early and you don't have to have all the answers just yet, told her how I felt about her, wished her all the best in life, said no hard feelings and then good bye. I've been NC since the very moment I hung up the phone. 28 days NC. Today was the first time I actually really counted or noticed.