hi....
I am 28, almost 29....
my girlfriend of 2 years is breaking up with me I dont know what to do. love her more than my life.....
she is seeing this other guy already......
I hurt so much...i want to die....ireally dont care any more...i have nothing to live for.....I have been unemployed for a while and few friends now becuase of that. What do i do...
I studied engineering and did well but could neer find employment,, so i started medicine...but i cannot be motivated without her. I am about 170 cm, and thus short, every girl I have been out with has said that i am short...even now one of the reasons she is leavinfg me is becuase i am short...she hates that. This isnt my fault, i dint choose it.
i had one other gil i loved we were only together for a few weeks, and after that it took me 2 years to get over it....even then not completely...i almost killed myself....
now its 2 almost 3years with this girl...andmi just have nothing left nothing left to go to every morning when iwake up no where to go...no future...i want to die...i think i am not meant for this world icannot sleep i think i am losing my mind...i just cant handle this...the rest of my life to be rejected.....I cant go on any more
i live in sydney australia.
every second is to long.....
i have no-one