Wobbler
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Day 1 * * * * it, i'm going back to NC. She keeps trying little chat with me but i dont think it will go anywhere and i need to properly get over it so NC it is
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Day 0 After several days of it being easy, im sitting here waiting to go out when my friends are done with work, I start speaking to an old frined. He's quite close to her and told me why she broke up with me, its just as i thought... It really was because i was such a neglectful * * * * . I felt the need to send a message and apologize because i never want to treat the one's i love like that. there's not many people on this planet who i truly love (even family), so i felt the need to send an apology. Felt like a weight was lifted tbh
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Day 9 Another pretty easy day. I would still love to get back with her but i'm starting to realize how much of a d**k she was to me during the breakup. The only time she's ever been a * * * * to me aswell so... I really think she is NC me for her benefit which i find bizarre, It was never my idea to break up so if she feels the need to do that then why are we separated?!
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Day 8 Woke up feeling a little rough but i quickly got over it again. I'm pretty sure she is NC me as i've been thinking about the past; i kind of broke things off with her before anything really got started and she tried cutting me out of her life then. I'm pretty sure that if we saw each other face-to-face that things would be fine but there's no chance that can happen...
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Day 7 Surprisingly easy so far today... I think she's doing NC with me because when i woke up today, she has blocked me on skype. I've not contacted her at all so i see no other reason for her to block me other than she has wanted to talk to me. I sent her * * * * to her and that should be getting there in the next couple of days so i'm kind of nervous about the backlash from that, i put a letter in it saying sorry for being such a * * * * so it will be interesting to see if she gets in touch with me when she gets the stuff. I dunno, I guess today I realized how pathetic the whole break up is and i'm questioning whether i actually need someone like that in my (already disruptive) life.
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Day 6 Well i've had easy days and hard days since my last update. On the weekend i got pretty drunk and my friend was telling me to message her but i stayed strong and just left it. I've been thinking of past things we have said to each other and it really is so weird, it really is like she has no idea what she wants either. Hopefully she realizes she misses me i guess...
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Day 1 So i've all ready gone one day NC but i'll start counting today. Everytime I see her on Skype i want to talk to her but i'm going to try and stay strong. She blocked me on FB but has since added me but i'm going to try and ignore it for a bit. She just seems to have a way of getting in touch with me everytime i get her out of my head, and i mean literally an hour after i get her out of my head. I'm going away tomorrow for the weekend so that should make things easy haha. I won't be able to update this thing though until next week because of it. She told me that she thought about a lot of hateful feelings towards me in order to actually break up with me so i'm not sure if this will work or not but whatever, i'm not getting anywhere anyway so it's worth a shot.