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so Today is the start of day 4 of NC, yesterday was hard, went out with friends had a great time to come home and find he deleted me from his fb.. I am done.. really done with him to be honest. It hurts but this is the way it needs to be... closing a door, even if he contacts me, I am done. i don't want anyone who can treat me this way, you don't treat someone you care about this way
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Day 3! Nights are hard, it's good to be at work I think of him less. Going out with friends tonight, trying to remember that this is just the end of "us" not the end for me, but a new beginning. It's hard, I miss him a lot. I KNOW this weekend is going to be tough, remember the good, learn from the bad and move on. Accept responsibility for my role, but don't take blame for his parts, a relationship takes two.
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Start of Day 2 1/2 lol.. yeah counting minutes pretty much. It sort of stinks I miss him a lot, think about him all the time. Bitter that he is moving on so quickly and it hurts.. makes me feel insignificant.
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Okay I think this would be officially the end of Day 1 of NC,(break up on 8/21) last contact was text messages (cordial) in the AM of 8/24/2010. Miss him, heard through the grapevine he is back on link removed it hurts.. Is he trying to get me upset? Does he even care? Did he ever care? Not sure if there is going to be a chance, I initiated the break up because I was terrifed and now wish I hadn't acted like a psycho girl. NC stinks, but probably for the best, worst feeling is thinking he doesn't miss me because of how badly I acted when we broke up... Does the hurt end? I think so it seems to get better. Friends tell me to move on, but I know I am not ready and wouldn't be able to give my heart to anyone so don't think it's fair.
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Broke NC today, sent a text message about stuff I have of his, says he is not in a rush to get it back if it is not in the way. Asked (stupidly I know) if he still wants to be friends and maybe get lunch someday he said yes friends, maybe lunch, not planning anything. Did I mess up? It's only been a few days.
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Okay have to start over Day one again... I sent him a text today saying Hi, have your slippers let me know if you want them. Left it at that no response, ughh!
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Made it to day two, it is hard, I feel like he may forget me or not want to be with me or meet someone else, but then I think if that is the case then was what we had strong enough to last, is this something we should be going through so early in our relationship (8 weeks?). Then there are the thoughts of what if I didn't go crazy psycho girl and text and call like crazy, would we still be together? Unanswered questions, trying to stay busy and lean on friends...
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Starting DAY 1 of my NC with recent ex.. last contact was 8/22/2010, left a voicemail. Not looking at FB is going to be hard! We mutually decided not to block each other or delete each other! Let you know how it goes, I am weak in this area and need to do this!