thanks for that.
could i send you my letter to read? you see i think what i did in the letter was tell him that. that im not waiting around forever and that im happy now with my life- but hes always welcome to talk to me etc... id really like a second opinion on what i wrote, as im scared of it having a bad effect on him.. it was more to make him think on things and to give me closure then to coax him back tbh.
can i pm you it? x