Hi all..
I know this sounds weird but I have this very weird superstition that ties with masturbation..
I feel that i have two sides of myself... One is a good side - where everything goes good, i get along with my friends, get good grades, get along with my parents, etc etc...
Then I feel the other part is a bad part, where i don't get along with friends, i'm cranky and an asshole, don't feel liek studying... etc....
I feel that every time I masturbate, I switch between these two stages randomly.. So sometimes when I feel everything is going wrong, I decide to masturbate and hopefully I'll end up on my good side.. But theres no telling for sure which side I'm on... Then sometimes when I feel I'm on the good side, after a while (a week or so) I get the urge to masturbate and can't control it and I end up doing it. Then I feel as if I'm on my bad side again.
What do you guys think about this??? Am i a freekin' nutcase? Any input on this would be really appreciated.
Thankyou all.