DerektheDomino

Well I came home last night, she said "hi" and I said "hey" and holed up in my room. I guarentee you she is probably thinking why I'm not out there talking to her.

My ex broke up with me about 10 days ago, and she will be living in my place for another 6 weeks because she is on the lease until she finds an apartment with the dude. It's been very hard for me to cope with, and I have been way too nice to her (buying her flowers, gifts, I heard she was going to learn hockey so I bought her a hockey jersey and a hockey stick) but I feel like even all this I get treated like * * * * for it. She told me she still loves me and wish we could still have a relationship but said she loves this other guy now, and doesn't want to repeat a cycle with us for 3 months. Anyway I'm done putting up with it, I'm done letting her try to control me and walk all over me. I'm cutting off the ties. I'm better than her, and I have to take this first step...yet I still forgive her what she did to me and I still love her immensely, I'm trying to move forward now...