Day 2
I started No Contact yesterday and am determined to make this work. I went to bed thinking about her and woke up checking to see if she had sent any texts.
Now, I'm so tempted to look at FaceBook to see her profile. We aren't friends on there anymore, but she's left the privacy options open on her profile so anyone can view it (feeds her narcissism). I know she'll just have some status update about going out to party this weekend or a date she's excited about or something else that will make me mad.
I think the online social network part of the no-contact challenge is going to be the toughest part for me. We were heavily connected online through FaceBook and other internet channels including websites we built together and even some email addresses that we shared. And the temptation to see what she's posted, see if she's logged in to our sites/emails, etc is very strong.
I know NC is the best thing now though, so rather than looking at her FaceBook profile or anything else, I'm posting this message here.