Day 2
I see some high numbers in this thread and wonder how I'm going to get that far. It seems like every waking moment I think of her, of her with the guy she left our engagement for. I don't even know if 2 is the correct number. I went to the gym yesterday and she was there on the stairmasters. I didn't see her at first and started my workout. I must've recognized her gait on that machine from the corner of my eye, because I knew she was there. I immediately went to the locker room and left. I don't know if she saw me or not.
She always goes in the morning, so I didn't expect to come accross her. Why would she go at night? I couldn't think of what to do, so I left immediately. Does that show weakness? I just didn't want to be in the same place with her after all that's happened.
