Elephant
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Day 5 I feel like the gods of NC are totally out to get me. Everytime I feel good about not talking to him, I get some form of communication from him. I got an e-mail today, asking if I wanted to grab coffee and swap back belongings. Don't know how (or if) I'll reply.
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Day 4. I feel like today's going to be a rough one. I miss him so much. I went out last night, and saw many friends, but I still felt so lonely for him. I'm trying to be strong, but days like this can be very discouraging.
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Day 3. He texted me saying he finally got my letter that I sent three weeks ago, and he thanked me for it, saying it was really nice. I was kind of offended and depressed to receive that text, but whatever. I didn't reply. Hopefully that's the last I'll hear from him (in the letter I said that we both needed time and space). Sigh.
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I know. It really was a fluke situation; I had him blocked, but he re-added me, so by letting him re-add me, it unblocked him (I didn't realize that would happen). There was a moment of panic when he messaged me as I didn't think he could see I was online. And I don't have voicemail on my phone, so he can't leave a message. Haha. Anyway, his friend texted me today and brought up something that I told my ex yesterday, and that made me feel weird. I am so not talking to either of them anymore. NC NC NC! Sigh. I just want to feel better. I'm definitely dealing with it quite well, but I feel like I'm just going through the motions everyday.
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I kind of feel the same, but I really think/hope that by the time 30 days are over, it won't matter so much where our exes are at or whether they try to contact us; we'll both feel stronger and more confident by ourselves. We can do it!
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Day 1! He caught me on MSN yesterday. I was going to log off without answering, but he had just written me an email about how his family dog died and he had tried calling me twice in the past two days (and I ignored the calls). The conversation went fine, and I was the one to leave it. I was very sweet and funny, but not overly friendly, and I hope he realizes what he's missing out on. I know, I know, I should've maintained NC, but I thought it would be immature to just log off without acknowledging his message. Oh well, here's to a new round!
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Day 5 I figure I'd chime in. Last time we were in contact was through e-mail on Jan. 4th (it was his birthday). I wasn't going to write him, but he wrote me two weeks earlier on mine, so it seemed like the polite thing to do. I went on his Facebook page on Thursday though, which resulted in tears, so we'll say that's the day NC started for me. I miss him a lot. I think I'm more sad over the idea that he is moving on; it hurts. Still, I've come a long way in 1.5 months! I was seeing a therapist and she couldn't believe how well I was doing and said we could officially stop having regular appointments, so that has been reassuring. I still think about him all the time, but I'm a lot calmer about things. Hopefully this keeps up.