Maramoan

I tried to date two really awesome guys, but my heart wasn't into it. The first guy was amazing but didn't last beyond the first coffee. The second guy...I decided to go against my nature and had a friends with benefits thing (protection and birth control) but it didn't last beyond the first time. Afterward I decided not to date because I was still in love with the my current bf, former ex. I turn my attention towards personal goals and hobbies. After awhile we became friends again. To be honest, I was almost content to be his friend, if that was all he could give me, when we met up once day and started to kiss...

Last year my current boyfriend broke up with me on December 6th after dating for a wonderful 3 months for out of fear, doubts and communication problems. I remember coming to this forum last year afterward seeking help and advice. We have been back together for 5 almost 6 months now and are better and stronger than last year. I just want to take the time to say thank you to everyone on this forum who helped me not lose faith throughout 2010. If you want to read the full story, look up my profile threads. Tonight gave me great hope for 2011, here is what he texted before going to bed. "You are the best gf in history *kiss* I swear to smother you in love as you deserve, always!