About 3 months ago I had contact from a man who I had had an affair with nearly 20 years ago. He is 14 years older than me - I am now 39. He left his wife shortly after i left him for someone more available and has since remarried and had two children. The contact we have had since he contacted me on FR has been frequent text's, phone calls and emails. We have met up twice when things got a little "heavy".
I havent seen him for 5 weeks because of the childrens school holidays and just when i feel like I am strong enough to walk away another text or email arrives which makes me realise that I am not.
Question is. Why cant I just walk away this time and why do I feel like I am in love with someone with whom I doubt there is a future. He has been away and out of contact for 10 days or so and I missed him like hell.
Please help!
p.s. i live with someone but our relationship of 7 years has gone very stale. He watches tv all night while i sleep alone upstairs!
