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I'm back to day one again. I was up to 2 days!! Wooo, not much to some I know, but it was the longest I had never talked to her. I ignored her im's and phonecalls. I was on the road to starting to accept it, but she called me yesterday and asked that I meet her in the hallway at college to put her lip ring in because she couldn't. I knew it was just a lame excuse to see me probably, but I went. For some reason seeing her that day hurt me as bad as the first day she broke up. Now I keep thinking about her constantly today. Maybe it was the heartfelt whimpering I love you she gave me, who knows. It's hard knowing that she's right on the other side of the hallway and I can't even email her. I know it's the right thing to do though. I have to.