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Day 1 NC, Day 10 NIC These past few days have been ridiculous...you can read about it here Long story short, she tried to give me her gift (a really thoughtful one too), and I told myself I was going to turn her down, so I did... I was doing so friggen good till she text me, and now I fell like I regressed a bit...oh well, onward we go
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Day 8 Today was tough...I put away all her pictures, all the things she gave me. I still wear the watch...but I kinda need a watch ya know? De-friending her from facebook was hard...but now its time to recover... Ill always love her, despite what she has become...there will always be a special place in my heart for her.
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Day 7 Made it through my first week! Actually it wasn't as bad as I thought. I have moved on now, but I am currently not seeing anybody. I could care less what she does in life now, although I do miss what we had. If she came back I would likely turn the offer down. However I do need to get new friends...they are all introverted while I am trying to drag them out of their house to go do something...soooo yea.
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Day 6 Kept myself occupied today, tried not to think of her. She is little by little exiting my mind
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Day 5 Again spent the majority of the day around friends. Checked her facebook, haven't done that in 3 days so I am gradually moving away from that. Yes I miss her, but I am realizing more and more that she never really cared about our relationship at all if she is able to move on so quickly, be happy with a new guy, and say that she loves him...whatever. I guess our 5.5 year relationship and her telling me all that was a lie.
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Day 4 Spent the entire day with friends today...so f'in great day! And btw...Avatar in 3-D is amazing!
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Day 3 Went to the gym today, felt pretty good about it. Sadly I'm bored tonight and desperately trying to find something to do so my thoughts don't start getting to me. Christmas is coming up and I am kind of angry that she is happy with her new guy while I have no one...man I hope karma is real.
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Day 2 Today wasn't so bad...waking up I think is the hardest part, but luckily I was able to sleep about 9 hours! The only thing left on my mind though is if she still has feelings for me, when she certainly did through a 6 year relationship with her wanting to marry me (I was going to propose to her this month had we not, and she said she would say yes). Also the thought of her and the man she ran spending almost each night with each other (I know they have had sex by now) makes me nauseous. We were each others firsts, we have only done it with each other, so I can't believe she can open her legs so easily for another person...ugh...to think I thought so much of her.
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Ok here we go... Day 1 So last week my ex left me for another man after we almost got back together. I made the mistake of begging her for 2 days so I completely regret that...but hey, live and learn eh? We went out for about 6 years, she told me I was her everything, and not even a week after we stop talking, shes going with someone else who she says reminds her of me...sooooo yea what the f*** right? Anyway, we were each others first on everything, and now she sleeps over at his house every night...good to know she can so easily open her legs to someone else eh? Now comes the NC challenge. Day 1 here we go. I started off really * * * * ty, but now I am feeling really good knowing that I will end up on top out of all of this, and that she is acting like a complete child, already saying that she is "in love" with him...4 days huh? Lets see how day 2 goes...I do think christmas is gonna suck though.