DAY 1 - Today is my day one. Its actually day 8 since the talk... We are not officially broken up but i also offered to give him time - guessing he took it. But i have texted him lightly once a day saying hope you have a good day today.. i either dont get a response or i get a short uncaring response... so i am going to try to do NC (my initiation) until he is ready to talk. Its the only option i know that I have left in hopes that he will have to miss me... or not. I have been racking my mind here for the last few days just heartbroken and unknowing...but going to give it a whirl and hope that since Thanksgiving is on its way he will miss me not being there. We have been dating for a little over a year. We werent fighting and he has not met anyone.... yet. Guess thats my fear but unfortunately nothing i can do.... very numb and cry every night. Just looking here for support and to use this as sort of a diary that talks back. Good luck to the NC'ers. My last contact was yesterday when i caved and said "hope you are having a great day.. had you on my mind and miss you" He responded.. Thanks for the email, hope you are having a good day as well.. but thats it and i havent heard from him since.... he has not stayed at my house since the big talk either. Losing hope and on the last leg... just hope for the best i guess. i miss him terribly. just to hear that he thought our relationship was currently not feeling right just slapped me.. i was shocked.
