mi-amor

had to break 50 days of no contact to ask my ex to stop contacting my friend. he kept calling to ask to speak to me and asking if i was ok. just go away and leave me alone, we are not together anymore, we cant help one another and i want to get over this as quickly as possible!! aghhhh!!

31 days here. got the urge to call last night but didn't. i mean......what would i have said? i know it's over so what would have been the point. and if he had been upbeat and doing ok i'm sure i would have felt worse than i did before i called.