iamnot
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I'm on day 8. It's awful. I have a feeling I'm gonna crack when I'm drunk tonight. I really hoped that she would crack first, but I just don't think it's gonna happen. I know that I shouldn't text her. I know that it won't help in any way. It's really hard to not have that feeling that I just want to know how she's doing.
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NC went to * * * * because SHE KEEPS CONTACTING ME. I've told her I can't do the friends thing, but she keeps being amazingly sweet when she contacts me, and she has every day since last Friday. It's apparant that she's happy being friends, but I'm not. I just don't think I have the heart to ignore her. I'm gonna have to ignore her...
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Day 4 Feeling very positive. It's the weekend coming up. I have a lot of plans. I'm also fearing her contacting me because I don't know if I'll tell her no to seeing her. For now though, I'm happy I'm in a good mood.