Day 3
I havent contacted her at all whatsoever. I miss her alot and wonder what she is doing all the time. Every morning I wake up sad. I guess what ever happens, happens. But im still going strong on NC, even though its only my third day.
Day 2
I had to drop the boys off at her house this morning. The only thing I said to her was what time the boys ate. Thats it. It was so hard not to say anything else. Still feeling pretty crappy.