lionquack

cheeks, What I would do for her to come running back but i know she is too proud to do this. I would be surprised if she did. But as each day passes the reality is she wont . Makes it slightly easier. The more I can convince myself i did not mean that much to her the better for me. I have actually moved her pics (vids-hee hee!) to an external hard drive now do not access much. Now I gotta delete the pics on my phone. Oh well...roll on day 5.

damn I wish I was at 30 days no contact. I can imagine it would be easier than it is now. Am on day 4. Thought i was doing really well till last night. Did not have so much to do last night so was thinking her about her. i should really get rid of the pictures I have of her and stop listening to the songs we made love to...... but its tough. I ended up dreaming of her and we were together. When I woke the realisation soon hit home we are not so am a little depressed this morning. Am busy tonite though and I have not broken NC so all is good ...for now!

3 days for me. Broke up a week and half ago but was weak and contacted her repeatedly causeI wanted answer to get my closure. Realised it does not matter now so initialised NC. Not easy by any means but as each day passes makes YOU stronger. Problem is filling my time and keeping busy which I managed this weekend as I used to spend all my time with her.