Today is my first whole day without texting or calling him.... I just keep on wondering what is so wrong with me, there are plenty of reasons why I should have ended it with him.... But I literally was the best gf and I know i'm not perfect but to just completely shut someone out of your life without giving an explanation, what a coward. eventually I hope we can be friends considering we were only together 3 months and we have the same friends. But time will only tell, I know that's not possible right now but maybe in the near future.