I have been married to a wonderfull man for 3 years and have two wondeful kids by another man. but you would think that was the problem I would have to deal with not this time, I found out a few days before our 3 year anniversary that hed had been looking at Porn on the internet and I have tried to forgive him but just can't seem to forget it or get past it evry time he touches me I can't help but to wonder what might be going though his head. I live for him and my Kids but I just don't know how to get past this. I should be a bit more clear I am not fualting him I feel it is 110 percent my bad but I don't know what was wrong with me he felt he had to hide it from me I am VERYopen minded ,it's sneaking and hiding it and not telling me what he wanted when I ask if there is anything he wants over and over. I just feel defective.
