ok,
i've read this thread MANY times.
i keep telling myself, "i'm not doing that" lol because i know i've broken so easily in the past few days.
its been about 11 days since i've been TRYING to do complete NC, but i break down and find any kind of reason to call/text. and it's not helping at all considering my ex NEVER answers.
so i guess today, i'm finally deciding to go completely NC and hope and pray that it works. i miss him so much :sad:
today is day one of the no contact challenge for me...
*nervous*