beerock

Seriously I dont know why G-D built the human psyche to want things it cant have and not want things it can have. It really drives me nuts. I mean going after someone you love drives them away? * * * when you actlike or really just dont want them they come back? I dont get that part. because its a double edged sword. the person who does not want the other person back gets bombarded by the person who wants them back. when the person who is trying to get the other person back finally gives up, the o the other person comes back because the other person isnt trying anymore.... WHAT THE HEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLL its 6;30 here and its my 2nd day of not being able to sleep because of the jewish holidays where "forgiveness" is the tone of the holiday. so every day I am wondering as they go by if my ex will contact me to right the wrongs she has done. its literally driving me nuts. it ends this ocming monday with yom kippur and thats the day G-d closes his book. So here I am wondering if she will call and ask and here I am worried that if she doesnt she is written out of go_ds book for another year... OH MAN the ANXIETY

same here except on my like day 380 something.. HOPE and FAITH are really getting the better of me

let's be honest now, just coming to this forum is ground for thought of our ex's. wouldnt real no contact mean not coming to forums like this?