wiley

Its just when she called me up crying at half 3 on saturday morning, I still dont know why, she wouldnt tell me. And ignored my texts asking what was wrong on the same day hours later. Its right what people say though, if you don't reach out, it doesnt give them the power to ignore or reject you!! You are doing really well at the min, im only on 2 days now, its nothing compared to you! PM me if you want someone to talk to! So yeah Day 2! Been thinking about her a few times, the new place seems weird without someone to share it with, but trying to keep busy! I have been keeping to my word of not contacting her, especially texting her, because it drives me nuts to keep checking my phone after i've sent her a message to see if shes replied.... The answer is normally no! And it hurts! Be strong! x

Well done, go you!! I have a question, if the EX contacts YOU, is that NC broken and you have to start again?

Had to start again because she phoned me up at 3.30AM crying about something but would't say what. So technically I didn't break it but oh well. Day 1..... felt ok today, not had the urge to contact her much, just been trying to keep busy! Might start leaving my phone at home when I go to work, then it makes contacting her impossible!

Day 1.... I need to do this, even though it is hard. It helps that she has a new BF as this stops me wanting to contact her. I'm going to stick to NC this time! Saw her yesterday and it put me back to square 1 emotionally. So this is a fresh start. Bring on the next few days!