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Accidentally saw a facebook page last night with the dude talking to other chicks and telling them how much fun they had partying together (apparently, he has lots of "girl friends he doesn't sleep with") so that kind of upset me. But overall, am making fun plans for tonight/the weekend, not really concerned too much about him.

Thanks tyler.. what makes it worse that I was just basically being used for sex, even though told otherwise, so breaking NC would get me a free drink and maybe dinner, but there's no respect in that, so NC it is.

I hate to admit it.. I wanna talk to him

Last night I found out that there was an awesome party I should have been invited to but wasn't. B/c of another chick probably. But thats okay, b/c this morning I found out accidentally that he lost his wallet and camera and phone on FB (I wasn't there to look at him!) Mean on my part, but this makes me feel better about myself. The realization that I've hit rock bottom in terms on standards when it comes to the love and treatment I accept is finally setting in. Hopefully, in the next couple of weeks of NC I can find my standards again... I miss them :sad: Come back standards...

Welcome me the challenge. I'm a little ashamed to be here actually - my ex and I broke up about 6, 7 months ago and I had such a hard time, but this site helped so much (I forgot my old username/pw). I was doing really well and it was obvious b/c I was getting a lot of awesome male attention But sadly, I met this guy not too long ago who was very good at getting what he wanted - even though I was iffy at first, he convinced me that he was really into me and was so nice and charismatic - being with him was so much like being with my ex which I didn't think I'd feel so comfortable with someone again - and throw awesome sex into that mix - and bam, recipe for disaster for me - basically, he got what he wanted, which was friends with benefits. I've wanted to break it off for a while but its been hard b/c whenever I do, he always find a way to reel me back in. Now I've decided to take the challenge b/c last night I saw his roommate and his roommate is such a grimey guy, I can't imagine that my guy is much different despite what he says. And his other really good friend was very very drunk and when I approached him at the end of the night and asked about the guy he basically said, he's my best friend, but don't do it. He's so much fun which is why I REALLY don't want to break this off, but for my mental health I know I need to...