Becky

yeah my title's weird i'll explain. i met this guy that i really like awhile ago. he likes wearing yellow so i call him a banana. i seriously like him to the piont of almost loving him. but the problem is he only likes me as a friend. and we used to like each other. i did tell him that i liked him and his mom won't let him date 'til he's sixteen. but he's sort of a mama's boy and obeyed to her every will. AND SHE CALLED ME A FLAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then a few months later he went out with another girl and he wasn't sixteen. that hurt a lot. and he told me he really did like me but i don't understand that if he really did then why didn't he go out with me? and now i still have feelings for him and it pains me. because i want to tell him everything, but i don't want to lose his friendship and then never be able to talk to him again. needing guys' advice

ok, I'm having major difficulties. I can not kiss well. i havn't kissed with the tongue and all that yet, but for one i'm afriad to, and for two all my other peck kisses have really been off aim, if you know what i meen. I usually end up with the side off the mouth. ugh. i end up going home and beeting myself up for it. then i think of what my REAL kiss is going to be like. i got really close to kissing this guy i really like, but my friends threw the covers off of us and well, that didn't end up pretty. i didn't even get to kiss him. and now i think he really doesn't like me and i'm not going to see him again for another year. i have no way of contacting him either. ugh. What am i going to do?