Okay okay I think there was a little misinterpretation from my last post... but thanks to everyone who replied. I am *not* trying to change her to do things my way.... it's not difficult to change someone, it is impossible.
Anyway-I don't think of it as my way, and she has agreed that it is simply a respectful and decent way to treat another human being that you care about. I guess the problem really lies within me, because I am the one that is getting hurt by it (then why would I stay when I keep getting hurt may be the next thread on this topic) and maybe I am wrong to do so... I just want so much for this to be it because I really want this to be it (I'm done partying and I don't want to look for a partner anymore)
Perhaps therin lies another problem... I guess I have a lot of thinking and questions and if I go into every single one here, no one would finish reading this long post. Again thanks to all who replied, and if anyone else has advice, I am more than willing to lend an ear.
Thanks