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  1. Brokenhearted87
    Today is day 3. I never make it past day three, which is very aggravating!!! It's weird, I can make it day 1,day 2, quite easily, then BAM day 3 I am aching to contact him. However I have decided,no, after all he said and all these promises of close friendship with me blah blah blah, he can bloody well initiate it. I will maybe make a post later about why I am annoyed with him over something quite significant, however, he has hurt me so much and treated me so coldly that I'm pissed at doing things on his terms, so he can believe me or not, I'm not being humiliated any further. I love him and miss him so much.
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    Sob....this would actually have only been his first one with me haha. Oh well. Yeah, the only thing getting me through today without texting him is the thought that he will be very aware of my absense today and I like to think missing me. Though I'm probably fooling myself! I know I'll feel better if I go to bed having NOT contacted him and LET him feel my NC on his bday, rather than contact him and get a formal "thanks" back.
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    Well it's Sunday afternoon. Last contact Thursday afternoon. So 3 full days now. Never thought I'd manage one day! Hope I saw your post to me on the other thread, thanks! I'm going to do my very best not to get in touch today.
  4. Brokenhearted87
    Well it's the third day of NC on my side. He hasn't been in touch. It's his birthday today.
  5. Brokenhearted87
    Well....I'm back to this thread haha! Last contact was about 3.30pm Thursday...it's now 7.30pm Saturday here. So that's something I guess. :sad:
  6. Brokenhearted87
    Well that just made me feel crap. Appeared online for a few mins, he didn't initiate any conversation. Why hasn't he contacted? We're supposed to be on good terms? Hell, this is supposed to be a break more so than a break up. After everything he said about me and what I mean to him.
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    Well I'm onto my 3rd day NC. And I want him to contact me!!!!! I always appear offline on MSN and he just signed in, so tempting.
  8. Brokenhearted87
    End of day 2 and feeling very low.
  9. Brokenhearted87
    Well it's 10.05pm here and in about 5 minutes it will be 48 hours NC. And I feel absolutely dreadful. Really hurt and upset that he hasn't been in touch with me. Constantly wondering why....is he thinking of me....does he even miss me or is it out of sight out of mind? When will he be in touch? Really missing him tonight. My reserve is weakening.
  10. Brokenhearted87
    I'm not going to commit to a long period of no contact, because the circumstances of my break up/break (whatever the heck it is at this point) are weird, but I NEED to try and go for a few days here and there without talking to him....because I am hating being the one to always text first etc and constantly checking my phone (for a text that is only going to be friendly) is turning me into a nervous wreck and I know I'm not healthy right now. So I need to at least see that he means what he says and gets in touch with ME. Supposed to see him on Friday for his birthday though.
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