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  1. RaeKarma
    day 62 i finished movin in spring break is over take the ASVAB on monday i think thats it....
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    day 61 rough day but things will get better....eventually
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    day 60 talked to a national guard recruiter today and some vets. tryin to take grasp of everything. im changing
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    day 59 i have decided to join the national guard as a medic. im still doin my research but by next spring semester i will be joining. week two of EMT
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    day 57 moving EMT so poor
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    day 56 i can never say i feel great cause i never do. Lets just say I am tryin to fix all the broken pieces in my life. week two of EMT
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    day 55 i move tomorrow and i should be studying two more weeks of EMT trainin. I hope i can pass the national registry i miss him i hope all is well at fort benning
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    day 53 skills day in EMT class its a funny feelin with him not bein my constant thought anymore i miss him but i will be fine without him got a career to focus on but i wish him all the best
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    day 52 school makes me sleepy
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    day 51 i cant believe its been that long since i have talked to him or seen his face. i move in five days downtown. thank goodness... a chance to start anew. i become an official EMT in a month. i have finally learned to live without him and im kinda proud he comes back in eight weeks...just let time go EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED...and i am so grateful
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    day 49 EMT class tonight...im CPR certified yay!! slowly takin steps life and emotions try to hold me down but I wont let them control my progression in life took a chem test today ....yuck ...i seriously need a tutor.... two months until he returns... just gotta keep goin as if he does not exist but that is now harder than ever to do.....
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    day 48 all i gotta say its been a rough week.... i pray i make it through all of this
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    day 46 can u believe its almost april? this month flew by. anyways i started EMT training today. super intense but imma make it. 20 more days and im a certified EMT. awesomeness. i
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    I really dont know what day it is since I have signed up for this chance so im just gonna go by how many days it has been since I have talked to or seen my ex.... It has been 44 days Have not seen or talked to him...i mean I have gone longer without seein or talkin to him (we didnt talk for a year cause he was with someone else and she did not like me cause he liked me) but its different when u fall in love with ur best friend and then it ends....some days go by easy and some are very difficult to cope with. I really dont wanna lose him in any fashion but what I really want now is to not lose my best friend. I think that would be the last straw in it all. Seven years of holdin one another down and a year and a half of a relationship and then it all is just gone in the blink of an eye.... that would devastate me. I hope things in our personal lives change for the better so that we can at least go back to bein friends when he retruns. It would be a devastatin shame to lose him totally. I know in these past weeks, my personal life has changed dramatically for the better and I sincerely that it has for him as well. I miss him dearly. But the NC is beneficial for personal growth and I just pray madly that things between us work out.....
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    i think this is day eight but i have really lost count i have been throwin myself into school pretty hard so i lose track of the time but im keepin it pushin
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