ok i am 14 years old and back in november of 2002 i meant this boy who was 15 and he used to go with this girl in my class but we were never like tight we would speak but's all. So my other friend was going with his friend and she would tell me to call her b/f so then she started to tell to the guy the 15 year old and we talk and stuff and he was like do u have a b/f and i said no and he was like do u wanna go with me and i was like i don't know i was don't u go with VE (the girl in my class) and so we kept talking like that for 2 or 3 weeks and so my friend was like do u like him and i was yea and she are going to go with him and i was like i wouldn't do that to Ve unless I really liked him and she was oh u really like him.
After that lil conversation he was like u wanna go with me and i said yes so we were going together and stuff but then in the first of february he started going with Ve cuz we had a fight and then in march they were having trouble and i was in love with him in february when we broke up and at night i would cry about him and if it was something that he told me that night before and and i would stay up all night and i would call that morning before he went to school and i would ask him and he would say he was sorry and all that. i was 13 during all this and so when in the end of february he was talking to me on the low while he was going with Ve.
And he is the type that doesn't wanna break up with u he throws out hints for u to break up with him and every night he would tell me that he love while we were together and he would say i don't care bout her and we gonna break up soon so when we got out for spring break on the 21 of march me and him were going together and so he came over and he sent his two friends to come and get me ou the house and so me and him were out there in his car and his friends walked up the street so he was like can come in and i had told him that i was virgin when we first started going to and that i had kissed a boy so I let him in the house and i was u gonna show me how to kiss and he was like ok when we get back here in ur room.
I was so scared i was like my room dirty and my bed ain't made all kind of stuff like that so i let him in my room and he sat on the bed i he was ur mom at home and i said yeah he said well lets do it on the floor and so my blinds were open and the light was off so i turned it on and i closed the blinds and he told me to go turned off the light and i did so the t.v was on and he was sittin on the bed and so i was sitting on the bed next to him and he was like i know u scared but let me handle it and so he stood up and i did too and he started hugging me and kissing me and he started pullin my clothes down but i freaked and i pulled them back up and that's when i knew i was about too panic so he pulled down again but i pulled them back up and so he did it again and juss pulled my panties back up and had took his thing out and was about to stick it and i was my panties still on and he take them on so i did.
He laid me down on the floor and told to open my legs and he stuck it in and it was hurting so i pushed him up and he was u ready and i said yea so did it agian and pushed and was hitting him in his chest and he was like this is what u said u wanted and i was yea so when i used to lie and tell him nah i ain'r virgin but then he knew i was so he did slow and soft but it still hurted and he was kissing me and stuff to try make it feel better and he told to ride and i did but it wasn't that bad when i started to ride it and he was biting his lips and closing he eyes and rubbing on my butt and he was kissing me then he lifted my shirt up and started rubbing and sucking my titties and he told to lie back down and i did and he was making it feel good and he bust my cherry and then he got off of me and i saw the blood i was eww. but he didn't say nothing cuz he knew it was my first time and i was all that came out of me i am sayin in my head and he got back on me and it was feelin real good and them we came and he was baby i love u and i'm call u when i get home and i was like ok.
but i really loved him even more and we have did it three times since then but know he got a g/f but i still love him and i want him back so bad and my friends are like ya'll like each and but right now ya'll juss running against each other cuz he got g.f and i got a b.f and don't like him at all
CAN SOMEONE PLZ GIVE ME SO ADVICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
