about a week ago my girlfriend broke up with me and kicked me out of the house because 'i deserved better'. ha. so i left to go to my friends house which is about an hour away. the whole time i'm driving she is messeging him on msn about how stupid she is and how much she regrets kicking me out. well we talk for awhile when i get there and i decide to take her back, so i drive back down there and everything seems fine and dandy until i find out that she went and stayed at some guys house the night she kicked me out. needless to say i was pissed and left town the next morning, since then she's been swearing up and down that nothing happened and all i want in the world is to take her back. but now i can't trust her and probably never could again. so i'm not going back. i really really want to take her back but i'm afraid she'll just hurt me again. damn life sucks sometimes. there's no real point or question to this post, i just wanted to share.
