Can't help with info, much, just 2 say I understand completely what u r going thru and isn't it just effed right the hell up when u get constant compliments on how nice/good/great/incredible u look ever since for any reason, self-inflicted or just 2 poor 2 eat, u stopped putting sooo much food into your mouth?
I know shopping is a heck of alot easier and plus sized clothes are hideous!! I am also the type that thrives on male attention so that has helped alot, I just miss my butt and boobs, oh, well, I'm ALOT more flexible and active, now. Been plus sized my whoooole entire life and although I was never w/o a boyfriend, I do not miss it!!!
I am not, by all means advocating E.D.'s, it's just sometimes they creep up on u and u have 2 work with it..